weird

have you ever have the same dream over and over again. but  yet you cant get over it?? have you ever woke up in the middle of the night gasping for breath but yet when you drifted to sleep again the dream comes again? but the dream is not a sweet dream. its a nightmare! you feel confused, dumbstrucked, or whatever you may called this feeling whenever you wake up. much worse when headache comes along. T.T

okey, now I'm breaking a BIG principle in my life. i decided to talk about my dream - at least one of them. the one that i know i can talk about. hmm, to tell the truth, i've been having this particular dream for a long time already. i cant remember when it first started. but whenever i wake up and drift back to sleep, this dream is not knocking my head anymore for that particular night. 

but last night somehow, it kept knocking in my head many times. i woke up a few times but when i went to sleep again, it appear again. in the dream, i was like in a maze. a big and complicated one. the one like pagar sesat in harry potter and the goblet of fire. i was trying to look for the way out, but each turn i take just bring me deeper and deeper into those scary place. and sometimes, the next second i realize that i am awake and lying in the comfort of my bed. 

it IS weird but i don't know how to get rid of these dreams. i tried many times and many methods before, but since none of it works well, i guess i have to live with it. maybe just maybe it will soon tired of trapping me inside it and let me go. I'll be a happy person if that occur. :)