I don’t know if it just me or this is exactly you have been doing all this time. Ignoring me ey?? Is it? Before this, I always wondering  what is MY fault…did I hurt u? physically? emotionally? What I did wrong? I ransacked my brain and even my past memories. Who knows if I DID something wrong TOWARD you. but none!! I found none. And I want to ask u. wht is the problem now?? is it ME or YOU the one that have the problem?!

How long are you going to do it? This stupid idiotic ignoring phase.. are we gonna be like this forever? Or do u still need time to do whatever bullshit you still want to do. I hate it you know. I fucking hate it. Whenever  I laughed for some cracked silly jokes that I heard, I suddenly thought of you. And all moments we had together lingering in my mind. My laugh died just like that!! I feel lost. I hate myself for this sudden feelings. And I hate you more for making me feel it.

At first, I put all the blame on me. I even create some stupid silly reasons so that the fault is always on me. But now?? I can’t think of any. I hate u. You have been acting like a total stupid bitch! I tried, u know.  I even beg for the forgiveness for something that I don’t even know I did. Pushing everything aside, I put myself so low and yet you still with your idiotness in your head. Fucking shit!! I feel like taking a sword and run towards you everytime I thought of this.

If your silent is the way you show you don’t like what I do or how I act in public or anything, then you are the biggest asshole I met in my life. You such a coward person who are so ***** until  you do it this way. You such a goner!!! If I did wrong, you should have confront me! Make me understand. Not making the biggest and silliest puzzle in my life! Damn you!! I hate you sooo much till I can even let out my anger without much difficulty. You are the biggest goner wearing a crown full of idiotness and egoness and shit on top of your silly head that I ever met in my life

Huh, guess I should congratulate you. Well done! You really did manage it. Should I buy the biggest bouquet of flower ever exist in this world for u? thanks  for the tears and your indirectly method of smashing my pride to the lowest level of the earth!