Mumbling n Rambling

I just tried my new swimming trunk! Maybe patut panggil it swimming suit kot cause it comes in a full set. Well, to tell the truth, having a swimming suit do scares a bit of me. Why? Its simple. I’m…err… well…there’s a tiny little tiny (nanometre size) part of me scared of swimming. Ade la pengalaman lemas waktu kecik dulu. Tapi mungkin lepas tu tak penah try swim balik…so, smpi kesudah tak dak keyakinan diri. Tak gitu, afi..

Ehm, sambung blik psl swimming suit tuu ehh… Okey. My first impression to it… It has a skirt-like-structure! And its blue! Okey, why blue? Must all my things is blue in colour??? Warghh… now I come to realise that im a fan of blue colour… but then its well better than hot pink rite… You think I'm forgetting something?? Guess what. Im not! Coz I aint gonna talk about its skirt-like-structure course its tooo embarrassing. huhuhu

Mine n yes its mine :)

Ehm..my parents plan nk tmbh rumah and do some renovation. If everything goes well, rumah jadik dua tingkat lah nanti. Tapi seisly, mampu ka mak nk kemas rumah dua tingkat ni? Rumah sedia ada bukan la sekankang kera mcm apartment ke kondo ka. Tu...rumah kat Baling lagi....haii. tapi dah parents da nekad kan, nak wat cena. Berjam2 gak bincang cm na nk buat susun atur rumah  bru. Tiga empat kali gak lukih plan. Terasa cm nk jadi arkitek lak bila dok lukih2 nih. Tapi bla pikir blik la kan, layak ka ak nk jadi arkitek? Lukih straigth line pun dua tiga kali padam. haaahaa. nasib baik mak ngn abah stuju ngn plan yg ak cdg....rsa berbaloi n bertambah2 happy lah. :D

Okey, thats all for tonight. Im off to have my supper. See u all later. :)

warkah buat sahabat

Sedar tak sedar setahun setengah sudah berlalu. Perkenalan 26 pasang mata di atas tanah bumi MSU pada 13 Jun 2011 mencorak perjalanan selama setahun setengah menjalani persediaan ke luar negara. Pejam celik pejam celik, bersatu kami menghadapi peperiksaan AS dikuti IELTS dan akhirnya peperiksaan A2. Pelbagai pengalaman pahit manis yang dialami bersama. Suatu pengalaman yang tidak dapat ditukar ganti. Percayalah kalau saya katakan setahun setengah ini lebih banyak mencorak peribadi dan hala tuju hidup saya berbanding semasa berada di Kedah. 

Benarlah kata seorang sahabat baikku, bila kita menapak kaki di luar sana, kita akan jumpa dengan pelbagai jenis orang. Ada yang berkawan secara ikhlas, ada yang sekadar bertujuan untuk mengambil kesempatan, ada yang hanya sekadar kawan pada nama. Ada yang dating sebagai pembawa khabar gembira. Malah ada yang datang  membawa duka dan lara.  Akan tetapi, janganlah risau kerana ada yang ingin dan mahu mengajak kita untuk berubah ke jalan yang lebih baik.  Untuk itu, saya berterima kasih kepada semua atas jasa dan ‘jasa’ yang pernah ditaburkan dalam menjadikan saya seperti sekarang. 

Terima kasih sahabat-sahabatku kerana menjadi pendengar yang setia. Terima kasih sahabat-sahabatku kerana berani menegur dan tetap menerimaku yang serba kekurangan ini seadanya. Terima kasih kerana sanggup meminjamkan bahu ketika saya berduka.Terima kasih kerana sanggup bersengkang mata menjagaku ketika saya jatuh sakit. Terima kasih atas segala gelak tawa yang kita kongsi bersama. Terima kasih atas segala-galanya. 

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HA HA HA HA HA HA !! before you think im in a happy mood, do notice the sarcasm note here. Thank you very much. :)

well, now..you may wonder why i have this so called sarcasm laugh. or maybe you just some passer by that just enjoy reading but yet do not take any note at all? OR maybe there is no you at all as im  just an anonymous blogger that just blog for my own self. now i make myself sound so pathetic. huhu.

there is something happen quite recently. quite shocking but 85% cliche. why? becausse i know it would happen. and it did. just the way i thought it...no, im not going to make a comment on it as i had no rights for that. but i do have my own opinion. my own POV. but i guess it will sound so bad if i pointed it out. Best solution is keep my mouth tight. hold on to things that i care and people that i love and live on. 

i have one long piece of advice. if you break IT, its your bad luck. you just have to pay for it and hold dearly to the broken pieces. 

:(

okay...seisly. smthg is wrong with me! feel like wanna talk so much bout all this with fatah. text him all night yet still not relieved.(sorry ganggu your family time.)

why? what i am thinking?? what i am doubting about?? am i hurt emotionally..or tired physically? or is it homesick??  guess the quest has started for me to search and find out all by myself. 

These are the times i really wish i still have him in my contact list. if i am not super idiot, i wont delete him out of anger or shame. ergh, now i sounds like i'm wailing in self pity. GREAT!! just so damn great. 

Colours of person

A man shine in its own unique way synchronized with his characteristics and lifestyle. Some shine in a cheerful yellow or the vibrant red or even the mysterious black. It may haven’t shine yet but who knows when it do, it shine the brightest of all!                                                                                                                                                                                 

I live life in my own way. I speak what I want in my own way. So, whatever you say, comment or criticism, believe me, I don’t care. If you are not fine with it, then it’s your problem.

Accepting a person by only parts of his life is called hypocrite. But accepting him as a full is called love. 

 Because deep down, I know there are still many people out there that can accept me just the way I am. In a nutshell, I deserve well better than you!