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okay...seisly. smthg is wrong with me! feel like wanna talk so much bout all this with fatah. text him all night yet still not relieved.(sorry ganggu your family time.)

why? what i am thinking?? what i am doubting about?? am i hurt emotionally..or tired physically? or is it homesick??  guess the quest has started for me to search and find out all by myself. 

These are the times i really wish i still have him in my contact list. if i am not super idiot, i wont delete him out of anger or shame. ergh, now i sounds like i'm wailing in self pity. GREAT!! just so damn great. 

Colours of person

A man shine in its own unique way synchronized with his characteristics and lifestyle. Some shine in a cheerful yellow or the vibrant red or even the mysterious black. It may haven’t shine yet but who knows when it do, it shine the brightest of all!                                                                                                                                                                                 

I live life in my own way. I speak what I want in my own way. So, whatever you say, comment or criticism, believe me, I don’t care. If you are not fine with it, then it’s your problem.

Accepting a person by only parts of his life is called hypocrite. But accepting him as a full is called love. 

 Because deep down, I know there are still many people out there that can accept me just the way I am. In a nutshell, I deserve well better than you!